Hailoo.. Minta ampun dan maaf di atas segala inconvenience yang terjadi dari post lalu... Memang sekarang less time and less line maw update blog... Agaknya masih belum terlambat untuk saya mengucapkan Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir dan Batin dan Selamat Menyambut Hari Kemerdekaan yang ke 56.. Alhamdulillah, syukur ke hadrat Ilahi kerana masih bernafas dan hidup dalam negara yang aman makmur ini... Walaupun skang ni hot dengan harga minyak yang naik 20 sen tu.. Hihi.. Bersyukurlah hanya naik 20sen, kalau naik 1 ringgit macam mana? Lagi panas kan.. :) Anyway, anything happened for reasons.. Kan.. :) Ok, habiskan disini cerita kita ini..
This is actually what I wanna share..
Once upon a time, in a lovely house live ...... *this is not the beginning of my story...
Ini, kisah saya.. Semuanya bermula pada 29 Julai 2013..
Ingat lagi tak kisah dibawah dimana saya bersyukur kerana telah berjaya menamatkan pelajaran saya dengan jayanya... Now, saya telah bergelar seorang penjawat awam.. Alhamdulillah... Rasa bersyukur sangat sangat dengan anugerah kejayaan yang Allah berikan.. Masa tanam anggur memang xlama... 3 weeks.. Believe it or not? I expected I will be posting around Sabah area, well my dreams isn't that cozy, I have posted to Sarawak.... Huuu...
Unbelievable... Speechless bila tahu yang aku akan diposting ke Sarawak... Terima atau tidak, this is the fate... Aku akan berbakti dengan masyarakat Sarawak.. :) Anywhere is the same, as long as we know and realize who we are... Betul kan.. :)
Well, here I am at Bumi Kenyalang... This land welcoming me with warmhearted... Besides, I have my family here.. Tidak la terlalu rasa terbuang di perantauan... You know what? It's like a sign, but I never realized till I got the news for post here.. Masa Sem 2 kat kolej dulu, saya minta ajar bahasa Sarawak dengan kawan kelas, and he willingly teach me... Masa tu memang xda terfikir akan posting sini, nasib baik I got basic knowledge about their slanga and languages.. Sekurang-kurangnya tak la boleh diperbodoh-bodohkan.. Kan...
So, it's been a month I'm here.. :) Menikmati keindahan alam budaya Sarawak.. Well, we will get to know each other better starting now.. :)
p/s: It's still land of Borneo... :p
Hye world...
The story I'm about to write today is about The Ending of Heart Story...
I expect that this story will end smoothly, even fights are still coming in the way but still it'll become one of the happy ending story.. Hm, this story end on 4th June 2013 at 1.42 am.. It begin with all jealousy, then start from that everything becomes matter.. Even a small thing..
This ending costs me 2 days of moaning and sadness and also tears... However, positive thoughts helped me very much. It's not like I'm begging him to come back in my life, I just questioning, why is this happening?? After 3 years of relationship.. It's true, peoples does change.. And 1 of the person is you.. You said the "magical" words.. And I'm a very good listener..
You know, my life is different now... Without incoming calls and text from you, I think I can work on that and hoping the life gets better without you.. :) These days, I'm start to believing that I just should moved on and having fun and happiness for the rest of the life...
Thanks for everything that you have gave me... Thanks for taught me how to love... Thanks for the money you spend on me... And thank you very much for loving me...
Also, thank you for the promise you broke... Thanks for leaving me even you said you weren't... You see, promise is made to be broken... And I just love the quote... :)
Well, I believed now and I started to moved on... Besides of sad, I'm happy because I had the chance to having and loving you for a times... I'm glad that we have met and got to knew each other.. :) Well, at least I have a moment to appreciated other after myself...
I got to admit that it's hurts at the beginning, but, how could i tortured my dear self for thinking what have you done to me?? It's not fair... So, I take a big steps to take you out of my mind and kept you in the very deepest chamber in my heart.. And maybe what have you did is the best for us... :)
Love have taught me something in return when I lost you, it is not to give a 100% commitment in relationships... Because the last part of the story might hurt you... Love taught me, why do I have to stay if one had left... Now you see how bad I hurt...
The promise you made had broke the day you left...
I just need some times to recover my broken heart, and time to keep my head together... :) I hoped for the best on my future... as well as yours... I wonder how you life goes on?? :')
Again, thanks for the memories...
p/s: Please don't ever break any girls heart... Cause I know how bad it feels..
Hello peeps!!
Alhamdulillah.... Berakhir sudah penyeksaan yang terjadi beberapa hari ni... Syukur Alhamdulillah, 28 Mei 2013 merupakan hari bersejarah dalam hidup aku, dimana keputusan exam telah keluar dan Alhamdulillah aku telah pun berjaya.... LIhatlah dunia, aku telah berjaya! Alhamdulillah....
Rasanya inilah antara moment paling happy dalam hidup aku... It's very unexpected... Bayangkan lah bagaimana aku menempuh PCE hari tu.. Memang very unexpected. Tapi aku dah buktikan dengan mereka aku dah berjaya.. Alhamdulillah.. Dengan kejayaan inilah aku akan membawa kehidupan aku ke suatu tahap yang lebih baik...
As usual, my besties pun pass.. Kami sama-sama pass.. Alhamdulillah... Hm, Lysa dan Liya, Tahniah for us.. Dan aku harap this friendships will lasts forever... Walaupun bestie aku yang sorang tu memang ada memory problem, but still, jangan berani-berani lupa dengan kami taw Liya... Hahaha...
So long~~
Muuaahhxx, Luv u all, and Congratulations!!!!
p/s: New life is about to begin!! Stay tuned peeps!!
New Step of Life Has Begin
