Last Week of Ramadhan and Emotional Moment

Assalamualikum..

dah agak lama x mengabdikan diri kepada blog ni.. selalu buka untuk baca entry dari blog yang aku follow but hardly wanna post new entry on my own.. hm, dalam masa Ramadhan ni, i think this is the second time im posting new entry.. tu pun setelah banyak kali berfikir.. wawawa... hm, minggu ni merupakan minggu last untuk Ramadhan and Syawal is just around the corner.. sedang mengetuk-ngetuk pintu Ramadhan yang setelah sebulan tertutup dengan rapatnya.. <what kind of metaphor is this...??> hm, persediaan Syawal pada tahun ni, as i can see, orang rumah sedang bertungkus-lumus menyiapkan kuih.. no kuih tunjuk for this year.. hahaha... maybe sebab aku balik kot.. hahaha... perasan.. hm, my lovely sister bertungkus lumus menyediakan beberapa jenis kuih-muih.. Good Luck little sista.. and for me, aku dekat sini sedang buzy mengira-ngira bajet Syawal.. sangat kesian kepada diri ini kerana ada suatu pihak disana tidak menjalankan tanggungjawab dengan jayanya. melarikan diri dari tanggungjawab dan punya alasan yang banyak untuk menepis segala serangan soalan.. for me, its no big deal.. <is it?> as long as i keep myself safe and happy, u are as good as dead.. not to mention real death conversation here, but, just for your kind information, even u haven't did good job on ur responsibilities, will u please stop ur fucking mouth from saying things about ur own blood... so, sad when i keep thinking, why u cant be as good as anyone? that's the thing that really get into my head for all this bloody time.. why? why? and why? it so hard to find the answers why u suddenly act as a damn fucking demon.. im so sorry for being so harsh with my words, but u will never understand my feelings towards u... sad....


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